Once In A Life Time

Romantics would say yes...and yes I am a romantic...and I would say yes..my heart that is...lol..my head would say no...lol..

If there was a chance at all to meet that special person...(hehehe yes I have fallen again...for someone on here) lol..I would...

once in a life time..có còn hơn không ...better than nothing at all..lol..yes...that bit is true..

but what of this?? feelings don't just go away...and to meet someone that you already have feelings for...only strengthen them..only make the imprints just so much harder to erase...to forget...

notions aside....once in a life time is like crumbs..for the relationship cannot go anywhere other than to a dead end...it's a compromise...and both parties should know that...and shouldn't dwell on it...or want more...it's just crumbs...it can never be a cake...for then it wouldnt be a once in a lifetime..

I am pulled to that person...like a magnet...at the moment I am wondering about the once in a lifetime..yes..I would certainly do it...I would just forget about reality for once and would just give in to it..to be with him...and stuff the consequences...stuff the heartache that I know so well...that I know would follow the once in a lifetime..

How can we not want more?? we are not saints...we are humans...and humans are greedy...

I am very attracted to that someone...to the way he thinks...I am scared...very scared...I thought I have put my heart safely behind bars..lol..somehow he's managed to get through the bars...and so I am here again...wondering about the once in a life time...

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Alfred Lord Tennyson