He doesn't want me to be by myself anymore..he wants me to spend more time with the family as a whole unit..which is fair enough...after all I am a member of the family...
what I can sus out through all this is that he has minded all these years of who I am...as a person...
I know I have my faults...and I am not an easy person to live with...I have my ups and downs..I fly off the handle..most time I fly off and then I am okie...I don't get upset for long..he wants me not to fly off the handle anymore...to control my temper...that I can try...
he wants me to not day dream anymore..to come back to earth...last time I slipped away he accused me of staring at these two guys...when all I did was stared past them...didn't even know what they were talking about...wasn't even interested in them...I was off in my little world...most time I don't know that I am not really there...I tend to just slip away...
I can try not to lose my temper...I can try to be there with the family...but to ask me not to glance...or to not day dream I don't know if I can...how can I control myself when most of the time I don't know that I am committing the offence ?
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