Fear

May be it was fate...me coming down here...the job was just there..it was meant to be mine..then hubby seeing my way about selling the business...mind you we are not going to give it away..

Had another talk with H today..he said accepting that job on Thursday Is. was the best decision ever...2 years there..fishing..camping...he made it sound easy...he said friends and family were worried for them...he said at first there was no jobs after he sold the business..then he saw the job while on a flight to Queensland...they were advertising...and he went for it...living remotely...just them...

he said what are you worried about? both of you are pharmacists..when you get back here there will be jobs..he's right in that sense..there's always jobs...in our profession there is always a shortage...

that's it...what is holding us back ? fear of the unknown? 

what I have learnt in these few months is that fear is restrictive..the more we fear the more we restrict ourselves...

we are luckier than others in that we are well settled..financially we are okie...we both are in a profession that allow us the flexibility of working on and off..to take locum jobs anywhere we want to...at least in Australia and in reciprocal countries overseas.....

if I had let fear conquered me I wouldn't be here today...I would be too scared to even contemplate taking 3 freeways to even come down here for the interview...let alone to be living alone by myself...