Privacy

I am amazed at how couples, husband and wife can exist together in this ao? world...lol..years ago..1990s..I knew this couple from Vietchat..from the married room...he would go on business trips and thus they would both log into vietchat to chat...

They seemed happy at first...me I like to tease...but never teased him..because she's nice..and I didnt want to make trouble..and I didnt feel right..she told me they have been chatting for a long long time..since chat first came about...lol..

In Vietchat you can text chat in the room or in private..in private no one would know..lol except the 2 person involved...lol....Anyhow..what happened was there were girls..flirting openly in public with her husband...knowing very well that his wife was sitting right there in the room...lol..she got jealous as hell....and well ..dont know if their marriage survived all that...

I still see her around paltalk sometimes..dont know what happened?

then silly me fell in love with someone on chat...lol..we frequented the same rooms..neighbourly at first as we lived in the same country...lol then we took it a step further..we met..I fell in love..dont know about him...but let me tell you it was a horror...

I would log on to talk to him...and in the public room he flirted..girls flirted back...lol..or was it the other way around...lol it didnt matter either way was bad......it drove me mad...seeing other girls going for him...I never said anything..just felt sad and left the room so I didnt have to witness it...and well I was just as guilty...I paid him back didnt I ?? I would flirt too..lol..not that I had any feelings for the guys...it was all for his benefit...two can play the game....lol..

it must have drove him mad too...for guys would say hello to me...call me by my real name...lol..and if he knew they lived anywhere remotely close to me..he would come into my private and give me a showdown...lol.. like why are you tolking to him?? he lives in Melbourne..so are you going to meet him?? is he your new guy now is he?? lol..for he lived interstate...lol..

it was all right for him to flirt...but as soon as I started...lol...all hell broke loose...lol..the game got out of hand in the end..lol..all tears and fights..well fights first followed by tears...lol

I never had a chance..to explain..to tell him that they were friends..and that I have already lost my heart to him..how can he think that I can think about someone else?? lol.

then I went into Vietfun...and they were having world war 3 in there..apparently 2 people who have met each other on chat..got married..and had kids..he came into Vietfun..posted his poems..flirted..anyhow...she found out..end of their marriage...lol..he ended up with someone else from there...I think..lol..

it's their business none of mine...was wondering what caused the word war 3 that's all...lol..
or my time in paltalk...with my friend..turned lover now....no more...lol...he would follow me everywhere..and if we private and I dont return a message as soon as I receive it..he would get upset..and ask me why...then I went to Vietfun..he followed me there...reading every one of my posts..I kept a yahoo360 blog he read that as well...
it got to the stage where I had no privacy...lol..he's moved to be 3 minutes from me...he came around every day...if I wasnt home he would take his car...drive around to find me..at the Plaza...at Westfield..at my parent's place...he came into work when I was working...any place he can think of that I might be there...he even drove to a girl's night out to sit there to wait for me...when I told him where we were meeting...it drove me nuts..in the end I stopped telling him things...lol..
that's why I moved here..I needed to get away....
I was talking to someone ...she said she deleted her posts so her husband cant read it...lol...
I would never let my husband read my blog..lol..too private..I love him but whatever I write down is what I think...at that moment in time..it doesnt reflect my feelings for him....it's my own world...my private world that I simply do not wish to share with him...I share everything else with him...just not my blog...lol..
I would not be able to express myself freely..for fear of hurting him...and if I did post freely..I would have to lock it away so he cant read it..lol..what's the point of posting..might as well quit..it's too hard...lol.
sometimes privacy is important...I dont think I would do too well if he came on here as well...lol..