Okie..we have been talking again..about us...about the family..about work..about our finances..
apparently he doesn't want to go on holidays because I get stressed out..I told him it is because every time I go I had to do everything..
last holidays to Hamilton Island I packed the night before we go...it was too much of a rush..then we get to the place..the kids made a mess..rubbish everywhere..they ate potato chips and they didn't even bother to chuck the rubbish in the bin..dirty clothes onto clean clothes..it was chaos..I have always taught the kids to put rubbish in the bin what happened? ..
then the kids want to be entertained...you want to do this and that ...you guys just stresses me out...his reply...you go and you don't want to do anything then might as well stay home....I...I don't need to do anything..I just absorb the scenery...sit and read..watch the ocean...the sunset..go for walks...that's my holidays..
his idea of a good holiday is to go and do everything possible..
not only that every day it is like what will we have for dinner? ..I am the one that ends up making suggestions..everything lies with me..why can't he just takes the intiative? he..I do ..but you don't like my suggestions...his suggestion..why can't we have BBQ? I took one look at the meat on offer and I said no...it looked off...
apparently we have enough money to go on holidays..and to take longer holidays..yet he wont..I don't know why I stresses out so much when I go with them..when I go by myself I am okie...
even making it on time to the airport is a real stress...where as if I go myself I leave enough time..and then I sit in the departure lounge for a long while reading to wait for my plane..
with him he just wants to spend the least time possible in the departure lounge..and thus stressing me out that we might miss the damn plane..it happens every time..rushing..we are always rushing..can't stand that stress..
may be we are destined to never go on holidays together..I have a bit more than a week off in October..I might just book and go off somewhere by my little self...now where to go??..who to go with??
apparently he doesn't want to go on holidays because I get stressed out..I told him it is because every time I go I had to do everything..
last holidays to Hamilton Island I packed the night before we go...it was too much of a rush..then we get to the place..the kids made a mess..rubbish everywhere..they ate potato chips and they didn't even bother to chuck the rubbish in the bin..dirty clothes onto clean clothes..it was chaos..I have always taught the kids to put rubbish in the bin what happened? ..
then the kids want to be entertained...you want to do this and that ...you guys just stresses me out...his reply...you go and you don't want to do anything then might as well stay home....I...I don't need to do anything..I just absorb the scenery...sit and read..watch the ocean...the sunset..go for walks...that's my holidays..
his idea of a good holiday is to go and do everything possible..
not only that every day it is like what will we have for dinner? ..I am the one that ends up making suggestions..everything lies with me..why can't he just takes the intiative? he..I do ..but you don't like my suggestions...his suggestion..why can't we have BBQ? I took one look at the meat on offer and I said no...it looked off...
apparently we have enough money to go on holidays..and to take longer holidays..yet he wont..I don't know why I stresses out so much when I go with them..when I go by myself I am okie...
even making it on time to the airport is a real stress...where as if I go myself I leave enough time..and then I sit in the departure lounge for a long while reading to wait for my plane..
with him he just wants to spend the least time possible in the departure lounge..and thus stressing me out that we might miss the damn plane..it happens every time..rushing..we are always rushing..can't stand that stress..
may be we are destined to never go on holidays together..I have a bit more than a week off in October..I might just book and go off somewhere by my little self...now where to go??..who to go with??
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