Worlds Collided

Every person we meet...every moment we spend with the ones we know...makes our lives more colourful..more vibrant with the things we have shared...

Y ..my fatal attraction...yet we brought out the worse in each other..he hated my not doing anything..belittled me..he also brought out the passion in me...I loved smelling him..I loved just being with him..physically...we were too alike..

H adored me...he would wait for hours in the car to just see me..he taught me that love should be all things little..nothing too big...a singlet for when I was cold...a little stool for when I had to wipe the floors...a shopping cart so that I didn't have to carry my groceries..I remembered every time we made love I felt like one with him..body and soul..never felt like that with anyone.

then there was Aub..I fell for him...he was wise..as he was old..he treated me like an equal..he encouraged me to walk again...he believed in me...when I thought I was alone in this huge wide world he believed in me...he knew how to deal with me...

missed H...his serenades..he showed me how to  laugh again...

and G ? he showed me how love should be...attraction for each other..love as an equal..sometimes we give..sometimes we take..he taught me not to stress out...to do things one at a time..and then everything will be done..

last but not least there is H...my husband...he is all of the above..he adores me..loves me...he does things for me..when I am beyond caring he steps in..all these years..I still don't think he quite know how to deal with me...I am his one big head ache...and heart ache..

funny how it all comes together..lol..